Holiday's & Ashley

Ok so sometimes i get a little bored at home on a Saturday morning. So today i happen to stumble upon a blog i think everyone should read it when you get a chance. This blog real touched my heart but also made me remember. No I can't understand where Ashley's family is coming from because I have never been in there situation. But I can also feel for them because if Ashley has to spend the holiday's in the hospital it will be tough. I remember that Christmas day sitting there it didn't even seem like a real christmas watching him lay there not knowing weither he would make it out alive. All, I could do was pray & cry & pray some more. As tears run down my face watching my dad lay there knowing he couldn't talk to me or see me it broke my heart. It's been almost two years without dad & the holiday's arent' the same. But I can't dwell on the past just make a new start. So this year we have decided to spend the holiday's together like old times. My mom, cameron, myself, Tyler & possibly Samantha will be traveling to Alabama for Christmas just like we did when dad was around. So it will be a joy to see family & friends that we know. I do miss my dad but I am 100% sure that Heaven is better then him leaving here on earth in pain. So if you read this today please say a prayer for my mom espically & take a moment to read ashley's blog and pray for her and her family. Thanks.