God is so Amazing

I can't even start to explain how awesome he truly is. Now that I have started truly digging deeper in to his word he has shown me alot. I have been making slow progress but I know I can do it. One of the things I have done is writing my Grand Parents a letter some know the situation others don't but it's ok if you don't just pray for them. God knows what's going on. Anyways God has really shown me alot in the past several weeks that I never knew even existed in my life. I have started realizing the Heart I really have & I don't feel so down and out all the time. I also realized life is easier when you leave it in his hands. So progress is being made slowly. I didn't say I am tottaly different but I feel like I can see a small change and hopefully others do to. I have a post I want to write but I need to get it all in my head and on paper before posting it. So stay tuned..........

My walk w/ Christ

I have decided to start over. I have been praying for a little while that I could step up and step out. What I mean by this is that I feel as if I have been one of those people who attend church when the doors are open & I ask God for help when life is looking down. I also feel like I have been living some what of a life that is unpleasing to God. So I have taken a new vow which I am now putting out there. I not only want to be healthier because my body is God's temple he gave it to me just for a short while. I have also decided that I want to become stronger in my faith. I am the type that feels comfortable teaching younger children because well it doesn't seem to hard. But I have found myself realizing it's harder than it looks if you don't dig into your word daily. Now I am not saying I will change overnight I am just praying that I can start to slowly change. It might take me a few months or a year to get into the word like I want to be. I always have an excuse as to why I don't have time for God but now that's going to change. I mean I read my bible just not like I should. I am going to have a fresh start. I have lost 11 lbs this week & I am starting to Try to do better in my walk with God but I can't do it alone. I know I have to take step by step & ask God for his guidance and that's what I am doing. It's been awhile since I have posted but I want to start trying to update weekly on my struggles, my goals & have far I have come.